stupid

i feel stupid
i'm not supposed to. i'm an undergrad.. in a rather prestigious course
and that happens to be the exact problem!
i hate these people
they walk in, let me know instantly that i am not intelligent,
and have to tell me that i am stupid straight in the face.
let me hammer this reality into my pea brain
stupid
it's not fair
what took me hours to decipher took them only minutes to produce flawless answers.
it's not fair.
it's so disgusting
i hate my life
i hate school
i hate this
i hate financial management