write

i dont write the way i used to.

i suppose that's cos i dont feel the rage, the love, the disappointment, the fear, the pain.
all these posts lack emotion.

these days i hardly feel anything when people say nasty things about me.
i hardly feel anything when people say nice things about me either.

the conclusion was that i dont have a life,
and i am the most cruel and unfeeling person you will ever meet.