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i've been trying to fill my slots after lesson so i dont have an excuse to meet him.
so i'm always "busy" or "meeting someone"
and yes, i think i am running away.
but again, i think i am being a little stubborn as usual.
but i dont have a strong threshold for pain.

anyway, dragged lena and jac out for dinner last night.
yawn.. i think we tortured the poor guy too much.
but he didnt complain.
and lena was a little quiet. too quiet.
hmm....