load

i had no idea it takes so damn bloody long for my blog to load when i you access it from school. it's like.. woah.. imagine if you were using the conventional telephone line.. i'll probably die waiting.. but again.. thank god i'm using a cable and a g band router at home. if not.. sigh..
everyone's right, i have no patience.. at all.
somehow i'm actually feeling a sense of guilt.. perhaps that's conscience..
if i even have one.
i've been a nasty girl.. acting in the name of reason and logic, but happily ignoring all other values and emotions/passions..
alright.. lena's done writing her blog.. i better bitch another day..
sigh.