overrated

this life is overrated.

5 freaking hours and i'm still awake..
every single bloody night.

i suppose at least exams take my mind off things.. tire me like hell, then i can sleep.

after exams i thought the parties made me nocturnal.

obviously not.

haha.. obviously not.

i look more terrible now than during exams.

i get so tired of life.
so i lay in bed and see the morning rays seep through, then i wait til 9 to on the laptop.
that's what i do everyday. unless of cos i'm insane enough to turn to alcohol again.

i give up.
time to find something to do.

i think i need to find my goal in life.