fears

had a chat with my friend about our fears.

i suppose when my friend laughed it off (his laughter echoing in the stairways made it seem a little more embarrassing) it felt like maybe what i feared wasnt so scary after all!

apparantly it didnt help, cos 4 hour later i was desperately trying to fend off the anxiety..

you want to know the tell-tale signs? i start shifting uncomfortably and looking out.
the key is -looking out.