Aftermath

I know this feeling.

It's the aftermath of accumulated bitter endings and resentment.
After that.
It's the feeling of accumulated depression.
Continued disappointment.
It's that feeling that no matter how you try to make things right, it never falls back firmly into place.

And i dont have time to make it right.

Because eventually it's not going ot be alright.

And that leads to a cycle of resentment all over again.