unexpected

there are many things that we cant grasp. like the ring that's so loose i can no longer wear it without fear that i will lose it. or the clutch of a modified evo. or the heart of a man. like the fleeting clouds? perhaps.

today someone made a proposal, jokingly of course (or at least i hope). 10k a month, and yes, he can afford that money. sounds like a mistress, dont you think? but of course no one can buy love. but that doesnt mean one cannot sell their soul and sex.

have you ever relished every raindrop that fell on you unexpectedly? or the joy of meeting an old friend? today i met one, a classmate of two years i didnt know existed until i was formerly introduced to him. how very sad.

today i finally had time to rest. well, i havnt done tutorials, but i wasnt about to leave it undone. hoping for something unexpected to happen? perhaps.

today someone told me that he will cease calling me, checking up on me and get rid of anything that reminded him of my mere existence. how very queer. what took him so long?

today wasnt the best day of my life. but it brought bittersweet surprises.