华文

几乎忘了华文在我生命中扮演的角色。

就这样，渐渐地不再用这个语言，不再去接近这令人又爱又恨的华文了。

英语就不同了，没有复杂的笔画。您瞧，在华文的世界中, 连一点也很重要，能将个太子变成了犬。英语嘛，除了源至其它外语的字之外，读法可和拼音一样。例: rendezvous (French), sachet (French).

Okay, i got tired of typing in that crappy language.

other than that, how often do we encounter hard to write words? barely.

anyway. that wasnt my topic for today.

i was kind of.. well, cleaning up (like.. surprise surprise!) when i came across the letters my secondary school friends wrote to me.. people like jocelin, christina, may, lena.. and oh my god. was i that much of an "ah lian"? heh.

the nasty comments we write in our letters. bleah.

i mean. maybe i still am pretty "lian", but i prefer to use the word bitch. keke. it doesnt really matter i suppose. i mean, given a choice, i'm sure most of you will prefer the "me" back then, mainly cos i wasnt as paranoid and unstable.

why did i refuse to go back to work?

you see, some nasty manager made a comment about me being a flirt. actually, i think she made it sound more like a whore. you see, me, being an unmarried bitch to begin with, cant care less, but most people out there are attached, married, with kids. any idea what these rumors can do to their lives?

so i'm finally being considerate.

or maybe i'm just trying to save my own skin. with trash like that hovering around me there's no way my integrity can avoid being soiled.

and that's my advice to you, you nasty old hag.
you can never stop being jealous of me.