?

have you forgotten what it feels like?

i cant handle everything.

it's all just in my mind.
or is it?

guess i can live with this.. "i dont know what's gonna happen next" feeling.

oh well.

music these days..
sex hatred violence.

what happened to "heal the world" or "where is the love"?

where's the awareness for third world hunger?
aids?
terrorism?

world peace?

ha.

so we're all trapped.
this cycle of.. hatred, repression, self-centerness.

i think we forgot how to love.

i forgot what its like to be proud of what i do anymore.

i used to just say: admit it. you like me.
really?
i dont even like myself anymore.