big boy

I thought that things didnt matter..
things that you did when you were young.
who you liked, who liked you..
crushes, love letters, all these kind of crap..

i thought they didnt matter anymore.
cos i grew up.
but guess what?
it came back and smacked me in the face...
so rudely i cant even steer away.

this is so disappointing.
when i read lena's blog about how she managed to talk to zeda i was so naive to believe that everything form the past will not haunt you.
move on right?

you only proved me right.
thank god i'm not your girl.
Hide away sweetie, i'm not going to go easy on you if i see you on the streets.

Note to self: people who make your life so miserable more than once should never be pardoned.

what did i ever do to you to deserve this?

oh wait.
i deserve this.

i suspected that you never loved me that much.
maybe other people didnt think so.