diet

i'm beginning to wonder if i'm suffering from the symptoms of morning sickness.
haha
and my huge appetite..
my expanding waistline isnt exactly a good indicator.
sigh. anything but that.

or eating disorders? perhaps.
i'm not sure though.
i've been through that stage.. right?
once i refused to eat. i thought i was fat.
then later, eating was the only way to destress.
now?

now i'm incredibly heavy for my height.
i dont care though.
i'm not sure why i have this attitude though.

there's always a trade off. i'll rather be a happy and fat than aneroxic.
at least. that's what i'm trying to convince myself.