ANNOUNCEMENTS...

Date: 6th Auguest 2006

Venue: Estella77 (Far East Plaza.. top floor)

Time: erm..7pm?

Purpose: Eat dinner :)

Not expected to spend more than $5.. unless u r gonna eat desserts/drink
"Happy Soda"

is it ok? do give me feedback ya?

Mark your confessions:

Got this off Jocelin's blog who ripped it off May's

Mark your confessions:
[x] I'm afraid of silence. (ok, maybe sometimes i dont really mind if you guys shut up)
[x] I Talk A LOT when I get really nervous.
[x] I am really ticklish. (very.)
[x] I'm afraid of the dark.
[ ] I'm afraid of facing my back to open doors at night. (used to. gives me insecurity.)
[x] I can't sleep in a room if the door is open
[ ] I can't sleep in a room if the door is closed
[ ] I am afraid of gay or lesbian people.
[ ] I believe in true love. (right~~)
[ ] I've run away from home
[ ] I listen to political music
[x] I collect comic books.
[x] I shut others out when I'm sad.
[x] I've stayed out all night. (who hasnt?)
[ ] I open up to others easily.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world. (until i remember what secret i'm keeping, it remains a secret.)
[x] I watch the news. (at least i try to)
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I love Disney movies. (are you kidding? i'm a sucker for Disney.)
[ ] I am a sucker for green eyes.
[ ] I am a sucker for brown eyes.
[x] I am a sucker for blue eyes.
[ ] I don't kill bugs
[x] I curse.
[ ] I have an "x" in my screen name.
[x] I've slipped and fallen in public. (all the time!)
[ ] I've slipped out a "lol" in a real conversation
[ ] I love Spam....
[ ] I bake well
[ ] I have worn pajamas to class.
[ ] I have owned something from Abercrombie.
[x] I want a better job. (cmon, who loves audit?)
[x] Talked on a phone for 6+ hours.
[ ] I love Dr. Phil.
[ ] I like multiple people
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I am self-conscious.
[x] I love to laugh.
[ ] I have smoked a pack in one day.
[ ] I loved Lord of the Flies.
[x] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[x] I have a lot of scars. (hey, i fall alot, remember?)
[x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room. (i cant sleep if there's anything that looks like a bug in the room!)
[x] I love chocolate.
[x] I bite my nails.
[ ] I am not comfortable with being me.
[x] I play computer games when I'm bored.
[x] Gotten lost in the city.
[x] Thought of suicide before.
[ ] Seen a shooting star.
[ ] Had a menage a trois.
[ ] Gone out in public in my pajamas
[ ] Have kissed someone really strange...
[ ] Hugged a stranger.
[ ] Been in a bloody fist fight with someone of a diff. sex.
[ ] Been in a fist fight
[ ] Been arrested.
[ ] Laughed and had some type of beverage come out of my nose.
[x] Pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] Made out in an elevator.
[ ] Swore at Liberace.
[ ] Kicked a guy where it hurts on purpose. (never had that chance... you know i'll love to.)
[ ] Been skydiving.
[ ] Been bungee jumping.
[ ] Gotten stitches.
[ ] Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour
[x] Bitten someone (ha! all the time.)
[ ] Been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] Gotten the chicken pox.
[ ] Crashed into a car... (almost?!)
[ ] Been to Japan.
[x] Ridden in a taxi.
[x] shoplifted
[ ] Been fired.
[x] Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[ ] Stole something from your job. (is stealing hearts considered?)
[x] Gone on a blind date.
[ ] Had a crush on a teacher/coach.
[ ]Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] Been to Europe.
[ ] Slept with a co-worker, and/or employee.
[ ] Been to New York
[ ] Been married
[ ] Gotten divorced
[ ] Saw someone/something dying.
[ ] Have a list of people you want to kill.
[ ] Driven over 400 miles in one day.
[ ] Been to Canada.
[x] Been on a Plane.
[ ] Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[ ] Thrown up in a bar or club
[x] Eaten sushi.
[ ] Been snowboarding.
[x] Continued to care for someone sooo much even though you know you can't have them
[ ] taken a picture just for the sole purpose of putting it on myspace/ friendster..
[ ] Been ice skating
[x] Cried in public. (in school!)
[x] Walked purposely into traffic with your eyes closed.
[ ] been at a party and instead of giving out your phone number you give them your mypsace name and say look me up
[x] liked someone even though you knew you shouldn't have.
[x] Thought of someone a lot lately.
[ ] Hate the world.
[x] Love someone who doesnt realize it
[x] Have your cell phone permanently attached to your hand/hip
[ ] Cried over a guy/girl you didnt even go out with.

Isnt she pretty??

DS Lite in Pink!!

=(

you do realise i need attention.

sigh.

strangers

yep.
now i've got a lot of time to blog.
finished my report, not done my testimonial, got alot to learn on html and php.
oh well.
heck them.

i was in the lift in white sands with a couple pushing a pram with their little boy toddler.
at the next floor, another couple came in, with another pram, parked next to each other, this time, a little girl.

apparantly the families didnt know each other, but the little girl leaned forward and shook the boy's hand, making gurgling noises and laughing happily.
the little boy responded and flashed his cheeky grin.
yep. two strangers, toddlers, making friends.

i thought that was really sweet.

and you know what?
it brought a smile to everyone in the same lift.
strangers smiled at each other with a twinkle in their eye.

i like that warmth that melted the coldest corners of our hearts.

and i still feel it.

Bookworm

truth is, i've always wanted a library. yea. like those in the old english movies, with brown wooden shelves so tall you'll need a ladder, and endless supplies of books in thick solid hard cover.

and a long long table in my library, and seats with cushions. just for me to drown in the books.

and a sweet little fireplace by the table.

*slap slap*

ok. back to reality.

no, i dont like the public library.
i cant seem to find the books i want, the comics are always out, and its always too noisy to read. not to mention - it's cold!!

which is also the reason why i always buy my books. i like my little collection even though i'm running out of places to store them, and most importantly, i like the feel of the fresh unopened pages.

ooh.. so i am a nerd.

heyheyhey...!!! miss mi ma??? haven been blogging here for some time...
aniwae, felt like writing sth hahaha....
kkiez see you people tomorrow ya!!!

peace

it's raining outside.

the truth is, sometimes i cant help but admit how pretty the rain is. it's like this peaceful sound tapping against my window.. and the streets are so quiet.

that is, until i'm stupid enough to switch on CNN and see grotesque images coupled with explosions and gunshots.

this world works on an amazingly simple mechanism. when there's an external threat, we join forces against others.. or we die.
and when that external threat is eliminated, we start killing each other. and we die anyway.
no idea what i'm talking about? say nuclear for the first example, and world summit treaties for the second.

still dont?
it's time for you to read the papers.

take a look at these super powers.. "every man for himself" magnified into a joke and lesson for every soul that roam the streets of earth.

you think office politics is scary?
i think men who commands soldiers with near worthless lives, men who are able to launch weapons by merely pressing buttons, men who say a word and start a chaos.
yup.. these people are scary.

Expectations

I finally managed to pin-point my expectations for guys.
Just 2 'C's

He needs to be charming, and incredibly charismatic.

Which is the reason why i'm still.. technically unattached.
ha!

PA ends in less than 22 hours!!

sorry lena, kaijing and yeeling for not turning up at Hark for you guys.

Just wanna let you know i miss you guys!!

dinner outing...

gals~ free on 29th July or 6th Aug?

let's meet up to have breakfast/lunch/dinner or something...

paiseh.. me no $$ to treat u all to chalet/ktv/steamboat to celebrate my bdae, so we'll have to go dutch ya? *kowtow* save $$ for all of us :p


places:

1) Blk 85? (Pros: Cheap + can eat a lot. Cons: Not easy for some of u to come to blk 85 and then go back from there)

2) Potluck Picnic at east coast/pasir ris/sentosa (Pros: Bring anything that u wanna eat, can fly kite/ frisbee, cheap also. Cons: Rain... waste of some pple's whitening cream )

3) Sakae Sushi (Pros: Air con, some pple love chawanmushi. Cons: Not that cheap)

4) Chomp Chomp (Pros: we've nv been there before. Cons: erm... how to go there ah?)


let's have a quick poll? any other cheap n good places u all wanna go?

(erm.. let's not go fish n co, tony roma's, ding tai feng, crystal jade wateveruwannaputhere, nydc k? a bit overbuget...)

ha.. carl's jr, nooch, subway, estella77 are also possible choices :)

reply fast!! 1st 3 pple who reply will get a free bear hug from me!!!! ahaha *like u all care bout the hug...*

Politicians

Politicians tell me they are the voices of the people.

I hear no such voice.

"Our people", they claim, as if they are one of us.

I don't think so.

Sure, some politicians are part of us. People like Dr Vivian Balakrishnan, Mr Teo Chee Hean, etc, yes i think they are part of us, speaking up for the people.

I'm not sure politicians these days are what they claim to be anymore.

Petrol prices are more of an excuse than a reason these days.
For one, I didnt get the progress package, and I think i bear the damn fare hikes in cabs more than anyone of them does. I suspect, of course, that bus fares will go up soon.

But no, COE prices are plunging, arent they?

Go! Employers, big bosses, rich men, tai-tais, go sit in your big cars and watch the income gaps widen.

And ban the voices of the people.

Yes, i'm talking about the Mr Brown issue.

Ar, no, you let them speak, and then send someone with great language skills to tackle every sentence in the blog/ column/ email.. whatever..

The last time I remembered, the press is controlled.

Subtletly, at least.

I think everyone ought to be given a chance to speak, whether it's fair or not, it's up to the reader to judge. Politicians are not lawyers, you dont have to be so defiant and jump at every comment made about the policies.

Are we kids that have no brains to think for ourselves such that we need the government to filter every single word that we read? every idea that we have?

Other countries are probably thinking..
how do we survive it? To them we're like this group of well-fed people with no wants. the "well-fed" part is good. considering that our thoughtful government helps us save through CPF, it's really hard to starve to death.

It's nice, it's safe, it's everything anyone can ask for.

Dont get me wrong. I love my country, which is the reason why i'm trying to make it a better place to live it.


That's it.
i'm joining politics.
For one, i doubt politicians suffer pay cuts.

yes.

it's my fault.

why am i screwing up so often these days?

sigh.

maybe if you should treat me like i'm invisible.

Happy Birthday to Jocelin!