hu Beneath The Masks: April 2006

Beneath The Masks

WHERE PEOPLE REVEAL THEMSELVES

Friday, April 28, 2006

N72

i want this phone.. start saving for my birthday k??


cool huh? totally sweet~~

Thursday, April 27, 2006

i'm very amused by this..

was reading ec's nick which: anyone know anything about bugs?..

so here's the full story.
one day he found a row of red bean like eggs outside his glass door..

after a couple of weeks.. here's what he found:




so obviously he drowned them in Baygon..


i think most people will get rid of the eggs once they see them.. not wait for weeks..
-_-

Tuesday, April 25, 2006

write

i dont write the way i used to.

i suppose that's cos i dont feel the rage, the love, the disappointment, the fear, the pain.
all these posts lack emotion.

these days i hardly feel anything when people say nasty things about me.
i hardly feel anything when people say nice things about me either.

the conclusion was that i dont have a life,
and i am the most cruel and unfeeling person you will ever meet.

Sunday, April 23, 2006

people

i don't understand why some people keep nagging at me to save money or not waste food when my parents don't freaking care anyway.

guess i get a little fucked up when people tell me that i waste food..
marginal utility!!

don't like don't eat.

it starts with the simple things.

then these people tell me how to live my life.

how helpful..

my life is easy. i get away with screwing it up big time anyway.

Saturday, April 22, 2006

arrowed

received an email..

sian 1/2 ..

"aiyoh.. my daughter you also help me advertise ar? dont anyhow post her pictures hor.. send you look see.. pretty right? confirm next time prettier than you. better don't look like her mother. haha. that one jialat. knn.

you damn inconsistent la.. that day watch the tammy video say that guy big big.. then now say size doesnt matter.. dont bluff your kor kor .. confirm got drool one la, you bitch.

-_-!! say until like that!!

yesterday see your good friend ar.. he say very long never see you already. dont go patch up with him ar.. i see him know he horny liao. later kena eaten up by wolf dont say i never say.

point taken.

ok la. want to find excuse show off my princess only. you go study hard get your honours la. next time earn a lot of money buy me dinner.

cheers,
jason"

well done.

tax

i love tax..
at least compared to other subjects cos tax is all about statutes, there is no "subject to discretion" shit that you find in accounting modules.. so the answers are more or less standard.

until i started studying.. then to my horror i discovered that my concepts are weak.

and then i realised why i like tax -
1) Prof Tan will make it easy to understand in "simple terms"
2) Shi'en will make it easier to understand in the "student language"

the fact is, there are 2 problems:
1) no seminars - no prof
2) no seminars - no Shi'en

everyone else is so not helpful cos i dont understand them.
=(

i want to cry.

Wednesday, April 19, 2006

d**k

read in the papers that some guy killed himself, convinced that his privates were too small.

i tell you, that guy is insane.

i mean.. hey!
what matters most is not the size, it's the skill, right?

size..

sometimes i think sex videos promote low self-esteem.

Tuesday, April 18, 2006

Diana

i envy Diana for her close ties with her family and relatives.

my family?

we're all plotting how to piss the other party off.
all trying to lay their hands on my grandpa's business.
how very nice.

i suspect that they'll add laxatives in my drinks if i dont notice.

Sunday, April 16, 2006

baby blues

Congrats to Jason who became a dad yesterday!
haha.
my buddy is absolutely overwhelmed.. you should see the way he smses and calls everyone.
=)

sometimes i wonder if he's too young to be a dad.. or even get married.
oh well.. what's done is done.
(in his not-so-perfect english) he warned me:
" you ar, the ang moh char bo don't anyhow go teach my girl your stupid accent ar.. next time use to shoot me i will humtum you, later her cheena like yours like that cannot make it one."

hey i got an A1 for cheena! oops, i meant chinese.

haha. i just love the way he calls me "ang moh char bo", the very same thing Darren calls me, but i suppose the tone's different.

like the different feeling i get when different people call me their "silly girl";

or when Ken and Jonathan calls me "little princess";

i suppose these affectionate terms only means something when the person calling it means a lot to you.

and sometimes i look back at these people i know..
and i smile,

because i can already see the man they will become.
a husband, a father, another ordinary man on earth.

but it means so much to the people they love and the people who loves them.

Friday, April 14, 2006

too far

"seow ar! chevrons so far!"

was 70% of the response i got.

downtown then.. anyone?

maybe i should just sleep at home and save money.

Friday, April 07, 2006

Birthday

i am going to book a chalet.

probably in boon lay.

will you guys come?

cos of budget reasons la. haha. cheaper there.

on bo?

holidays no reason CMI de. i'll try to schedule on a fri-sat.